silver loops of forever. :D

a bit earlier, pepe and i have to see ate lyn at their village entrance road. well, ate lyn is big bear's wife - big bear(carlo) is a good friend of pepe since high school days i guess, and always having fun together by doing all these UFC stuffs like taking each other down and hammer fist (pepe's fave move....LOL!)

so going back to seeing up ate lyn, we're lucky enough not to get caught by the rain as we paced to the bear family's "pussy wagon" (haha..as they call it..) we have to see ate lyn because we have to fit the couples' rings that we just bought from her. so she handed out to us the rings and tried it out.

i removed the old silver ring that i was wearing so i can fit the new one. (that old silver ring was given to me by my ex-boyfriend before and even when we broke up a long time ago, i still manage to wear that ring because i get used to wearing it..) and yes, the ring did fit well.i looked at pepe's ring finger and i can see that his ring also fit well to him...not too loose or not too tight..

"oh ayan, may ring na tayo.." i just said to him.

pepe just smiled, still glancing at his ring finger.

i held the old silver ring to pepe and told him that i'll have to dispose it already...but ate lyn hearing this and she shrugged, "oh?bakit naman?sayang."

"it came from an 'old flame'..an old flame that has been burnt out a long time ago.." i said softly, almost whispering.

then a moment of silence filled the van.i looked at pepe and saw a"pissed-off" expression on his face. "old flame pala ha..." pepe said.

from that, i knew that he somewhat got upset from what i revealed about that ring i always wore. i never intended to hurt his feelings though, but i wanted him to realize that it was my intention to get a new pair of ring so i can already leave everything behind. i tried to make him realize that"my past" has no longer exist in me, and he's the ONLY ONE, that makes me feel happy in my every day life now, and the ONLY MAN i'm in love with..:)

so i'm wearing this silver loop around my ring finger..thinking the only man i care about...and these rings will stand for our love... a shape of circle for loving each other forever..

*** i love you pepe..***